yamanai ame da neeee

Sunday, June 28, 2009

wish we could all stop running around in circles.
but then... talking makes people feel better huh.

haha ng liting, look what you're doing.
you're not one to talk.
reading all this reflective stuff... (esp aft mj has died)
i wonder, is reflection really useful?
if we keep an open mind from the start then reflection won't rly be a step we have to take, but an automatic response?
no idea.
i'm trying to make full use of my time with myself now hoho :)

btw this miniglorist is rly :/
i keep mistaking it as morning glory. hahah then get a shock, then realise its not.

2:00 AM

Friday, June 26, 2009

omg 2 more days to camp?!
oh well

i'm having fun lazing around at home everyday... can't imagine my life any other wayyyyyy.
haha yes

ok. i know i need to get a life

srsly this pair of ojiichan and obaachan are just too cute. like rly.
this is the first time i'm replaying the vid to watch the grandparents and not arashi. HAHA.
they're SO CUTE i took a screenshot of them. cannot resist.
haha sho was shocked at how much they look like they're on a date. awwww even tho they're been married FIFTY SIX FREAKING YEARS. <3
obaachan made me cry when she said she felt like it was her real grandchild singing to her.
arghh. omgg.. this is the best epi ever.

10:55 PM

of engrish and hair
Thursday, June 25, 2009

11:28 PM

Wednesday, June 24, 2009

the weather in singapore should be like this everyday.
ahhh i just lazed in bed the ENTIRE TIME. and i rly mean entire time. just reading harry potter. i didn't even play sims today. hahaha kisekin!
now my neck is aching. hahaha the only thing i did with my body today was eat. and oh i went to climb stair hoho.

btw. housing in tokyo is impossibly expensive.
the size is 6 tatami mats and its rent is 90000 yen. omg?!
thats like 1000+ sing right. omg srsly. crazy.
muri!

and omg hina is sooo funny. DAIJOUBU DAIJOUBU! (x100) hahahahahah yoko said his fangs grew by 3 more cm HYAHAHAHAHAH, oh my shit its too funny

9:27 PM

Monday, June 22, 2009

actually i feel so sorry for those fansubbers.. when they apologise for late releases, difference in quality, spoiled links and stuff..
why are they apologising.
fans should already be laughing through their butts at the fact that theres smth for them to watch..

hai. still dare to complainnnnnn. irritating

11:48 PM

my sim went on a protest today!!!
Saturday, June 20, 2009

what you are doing is making this become a chore for me.
maybe you feel i need to be punished? i don't know.
but please stop it soon. i will not lash out but i might just give up.
because to me i'm not the only one who's 'not trying'

anw. today... went back to sch to do rovers stuff.
nice seeing adeline and eunice again!!
yay. and our flag is pretty.

(btw on my way to meet winnie that day, i fell down on the steps. haha throughout the entire thing, the pre-fall, the fall and the post-fall, i never stopped msging. it was damn funny. i fell and got up and pretended nothing happened. AND I HEARD PPL LAUGHING AT ME. evil people......)

ahh and what i said abt the cf, ok i take it back, i was glad i went cause we got to see jr snrs again! it was niceeeeeeeeeee. a nice gathering. i think we wont be seeing each other for yrs to come, since sn guides has nothing to offer us anymore. the teachers won't allow any sort of commitment yes this is the ultimate ironyyyyyyyyyy. but srsly, it was good to see them. reminds me of old times. times which i'll give anything to go back to. but there's no use saying such things anymore.

i'm going to sleep!!

3:32 AM

Friday, June 19, 2009

somehow the most predictable behaviour of a human being are always bad things.. addiction, bad habits.. they're just easier. hai.

btw, the sngg cf was very bad.
i wish i never went.

2:21 AM

Saturday, June 13, 2009

sean is growing up to be a fine boy. he is.
can't believe i feel so much affection towards a boy whom i don't even know :/
but he's really very very adorable i swear.
today karen cheng blogged about his funny questions... and this is my favourite (hers as well)

“Why do adults have to work anyway? If they need money, why don’t they just rob a bank?”

HAHA! so cute. i guess its rly true that ang mohs are more vocal.. ask so many questions omg.

anw if you're free, check out these cute little boys <3

9:44 PM

Monday, June 08, 2009

i think, sometimes people are so caught up in belief
they forget to think, why they believe. how they came to believe.
if you've spent your entire life dilligently believing in God, does it mean you've been a good follower?
does a person who consider the makings of religion and choose to ask questions that delve beyond their scriptures make a bad follower?
saying goes, to lead is to follow.. but i think contrary to that, to follow is to lead is also not wrong isn't it. you have to responsible for yourself and many others as a follower. mindlessness can never lead to anything other then blind faith.

i think God doesn't want us to lead life that way. i choose to believe that God is one who makes space for questioning, for doubting, for personal interpretation... sometimes, religion can be so stiffling. it strangles you, stresses you to believe in absolute truth. God exists because HE JUST DOES. no questions asked. really... is this the belief He chooses for us?
sometimes i imagine His life in heaven. haha. with technology, more people get to know about Him. but has He really spread His real message... i think not? more people are beginning to think they believe... and how are they spreading it? by telling people they go to hell if they don't. it stinks of commercialism. so people pop up in church and goes 'yes i've been saved!' right.
i think its funny, how, when people are asked things they don't know about their own religion, they stiffen, they avoid. what for? to be a good follower you have to know everything about God, about your religion? and yet, they say that human would never be able to fully comprehend God.

i just........ suddenly had some thoughts on the way home. angels and demons made me think about religion all over again.. even tho i watched the movie pretty long ago, but i guessed i shelved it for a day when i felt like thinking.
i don't mean to antogonise anyone, so...... don't be. haha.
i think like Rushdie (ooh lit) and feel horrified by the idea of an entire civilisation believing in one common ideology. whats the purpose of living if, everywhere you go there are only temples? or there are only mosques, churches etc etc. where's the colour? diversity? where is the dynamic quality of human that God gave us? what is culture if there's only one kind of it?
religion is full of contridiction. i wouldn't dare say they are ironies. but yes, to me, contridictions.
and like langdon said, religion is a gift that i have yet to receive, or maybe am just not fated to do so.

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btw i rly need a baito.
give me kudasai!

11:41 PM

yasuken
Sunday, June 07, 2009

omg i watching yasuken again! its a great achievement to get me to watch a drama again ok. yasuken, you're the first :) anw i just love the actors too much. haha as in, matsuoka and hirosue ryoko. srsly she didn't change much as compared to when she was in beach boys. which is a good thing cause she was so cute back then. haha now she's pretty. ohkura didn't really act in there, so :/ but anw this show is goooddddddd.

btw i'm updating so much! ahh i'm really really bored! wish starbucks would call me so i'll feel more grounded with work. anw. can't wait for aussie folks to get back to sg... yessss you. diana shuduan laopo and delia! yay.

yoshiiiiiii back to the dorama!

12:59 AM

zukkoke okotomichiiiiiiii
Saturday, June 06, 2009

The answers will, however
Always taste of bitter tears
But lets keep on living rebelliously
Tomorrow there will be a new wind blowing

nishikido ryo desu yay yay yay
yasuda shota desu hora boom boom!
tacchon desu tacchon desu yay yay yay
murakami shingo desuuuuuuu
maru chan desu maru chan desu yay yay yay
heyyy suba chan desu suba chan desu hey! boom boom
*yoko pretends to forget*
kanjani eito desuuuuuuu~

omg i love them
im once again watching their concert. yes AGAIN. hahahaha oops
maaa sore shoganai :)

look at how happy they've made these kids!! <3

12:58 AM

Friday, June 05, 2009

the secret life of bees is a wonderful film..
made my hair stand.........

12:39 AM

27 dresses
Wednesday, June 03, 2009

typical hollywood love stories are nice afterall huh.
i haven't watched one is so long, i've forgotten how sweet they can get.
esp, when you get a hot guy like that to act in it.
HEHEEEEEEEE. pls he's damn hot. and i thought he was just ok as cyclops. aahaha shit.
when he said good morning sunshine to izzie (i dunno how to spell her name!! catherine hiegl?) omg i melted!!!!!!!!!! so hot wth. how can someone get so handsome.
the two of them are soooooo sweet tgt, they should just get tgt already!!!

james marsdennnnnnnnn :)

THEY LAUGH SO FUNNILY. SRSLY
there are entire parts where its just
btw im dying listening to recomen HAHA.
HAHAHAHAH HAHAHAHAH HAHAHAHAHAH HAHAHAHAHAH HAHAHAHAH HAHAHAHAH HAHAHAHAH!!!!!!
OMG i also dunno WHAT they are laughing about but its just VERY FUNNY. esp yoko's laughter. HAHAHAHA. shit its damn funny.

10:15 PM